I found one of my blog posts during MySpace days and thought it was interesting. I can't remember why I wrote this. Heck, I can't even remember much that happened in 2008 for that matter, but apparently I had a lot to think about then. Here goes:
Life is the most undefined matter/subject/word/topic on this earth. It has ups and downs, rough moments, great moments, it's a cycle of growing, learning, and teaching...work isn't always what you expected...you don't feel as motivated as you would like to be...your mind is constantly changing on what you want to do, what you want to be, what/who you actually like...relationships are never balanced...you like someone but the person you like could care less or has no idea your feelings exist...you go through friends, friends go through you, people get upset for little things in life, for it's the little things in life that matter to those who care, so no matter how many times you apologize and truly, sincerely mean it, it doesn't matter anymore because the damage is done, and unfortunately you can't undo your doings...You can't really give advice to a "What should I do?" situation because no matter how similar two stories sound, they're not comparable enough because each person's reactions are different...What ever happened to love letters? True romance? Letting someone know how you feel and not making someone read your mind or going after what you like knowing you may or may not get it, just knowing that you tried was worth it?...Believing in destiny was so much fun, knowing that "one person" will come into your life some day and take you away, now it's as if there is no hope, because it seems like everything just comes to an end...Games are the new fad in love & relationships, but they're not even fun...They only happen, because people are afraid of getting burned in the end and afraid to face rejection so they cheat their way in and out. No one admits to their own feelings and it kills inside to admit when you're wrong, but it should only make you feel stronger to admit to something that would normally make you feel weak. Instead of getting in what's right they stick with what's wrong, because it's "comfortable" but that's a big cause for pain...These days, people have less faith in God and wonder why the world is coming to an end. How do we expect to save our earth, if we don't believe in the person that helped create it or even help to fix it? It's like one of my favorite songs from Jewel: "Who will save your soul, if you won't save your own?" We've found ways for technology to do just about anything for us, and we take advantage of it more and more, but does any good come out of it? What would we do without cars, air planes, cell phones, computers, television, radio? Ok yes, we'd be BORED out of our minds, so be thankful for what you have and quit complaining, and remember to acknowledge and appreciate the priceless things that we have. We don't know our destiny, but the one thing we know in life for certain is that it'll come to an end someday. As depressing as that sounds, it's the truth, which is why you must live it up as if it is your last day so stop being afraid and wasting time on nonsense...You might miss out on a great life. Just some food for thought. Yes, I think a lot, my thoughts are random and I'm not afraid to share them.
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